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Do I love my life? Do I really love my studies? Living in KL? My life as a university student astraying to the hell day. Home sick...financial crisis...miss misS miSS Miss Teoh... Life ain't good. Well, no matter how bad it is, there is still few things i like:

1. I'm a student again
2. I live life to the fullest ( Heavy assignmentS!)
3. I love my lecturers, they are great, I learned alot in last sem
4. I gained weight!

Yea, only a few.

And now... oH YEA!

I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good good night

Tonight’s the night night
Let’s live it up
I got my money
Let’s spend it up

Go out and smash it
like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Let’s get get OFF

I know that we’ll have a ball
if we get down
and go out
and just loose it all

I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
and loosing all control.............................

Forgive me, black eye peas song running over my mind every sec! Life turns great when I don't give a shit what is my responsible for tomorrow and I can sleep like nobody business. This sem break is wonderful after I been through all these:

Sleepless nights...Overnight in studio... Improper meal... Bathless day... STress.... And my hair turning white... I can see I'm working harder compare to the time when i was in diploma. Thanks to all my kiasu classmates. I was always impressed the work by them in every crit session. Yet, i don't feel im pushing myself to the limit. Hopefully the next sem, im gonna pay more attention in every single detail of my courses and also give all my time to studies.

Having said that, I didn't attend to any Sunday service. GUILTY! I do feel my faith dropping as my trust of foundation started to fade off. Although she keeps telling me to go, something always came up to stop me from going. Hmm... I guess I have to be strong. I'm not yielding. My life routine comes to a point that i need to seek God which I didn't. I depends on my own alot in many things. What's wrong with me? I used to be obsessed to my spiritual life! Enough said. I need to change when I go back to KL. From my live to my studies to my attitude to my passion to everything that needed to change.

Ouch..I get emo sometimes. I shall be happy for the remaining 15 days. Enjoy! me! enjoy!!

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